that perfect feeling

random musings... Have you ever awaken and felt completely right? Just like everything is as it should be and that that isn't, will be? I had that morning yesterday. I woke up with a song in my heart, a smile on my lips, and a sensational sense of peace. I tried desparately to cling to this feeling as if it were my very lifes blood. slowly throughout the day, it faded. Between the cries of children and barking dogs I managed to lose my bliss. I think it leaked out of my ears when I bent over to clean poop of of my foot. That feeling is what makes life...life. As I lay in bed that night, all bitchy about all of the crap I endured over the past 14 hours of my day, I took in a deep breath and exhaled. I felt my pulse slow, my muscles relaxed and I searched the deepest depths of my soul for my lost feeling. I first I thought 'maybe I should plug up my ears before I do this, so it doesn't fall out again. Then- as if by magic I felt my heart warm, a song was coming, my lips were smiling. Visions of my not so perfect , yet awesome life danced through my brain to the drum beat of my inner being. I found it.